Today I stopped
to think about my life and got like, WOW! I have already done several things! I
mean, it doesn’t compare to the number of things I still wanna do and
everything else, but hey… Have you ever stopped to think about it?
For sure
that you have, because if you haven’t done it by your will, you did it involuntarily,
as while as you were in a bus’ window or something like that.
The problem
with that isn’t thinking about what you’ve done, but in what you still have to
do, wanna do, won’t do, are afraid to do, and a bunch of things like these.
And the
thing that always comes to my mind: What will I do for college?
You know, I’ve
always wanted to get all crazy and give up doing things just because I like
them a little bit and they will make me money easily… Cause really, I would be
happy doing something like this, but I really think that nothing compares to my
happiness if I did something for passion, and not for the money.
And then
again, we, the called “young adults”, have to decide what we will do. We have
to grow up so fast these days that I actually would give everything to have my
childhood back, you see?
Perhaps it’s
just because I’m afraid of what might happen if I jump into my “dreams’ career”,
but being serious now: Do you really want to grow up and become an adult? Do
you really wanna have to answer for your own duties and actions by yourself,
all alone? Do you really wanna decide what the hell (sorry about the word) you
will do for the rest of your life as a job?
Yeah, it’s
kinda like “Confessions of a Teenage Drama King”, in this case… But I’m being
serious about what I’m saying… I wish that adults, our parents, our government,
our family and friends just stopped looking at us as the hopes for the better
developed future, and started seeing us for what we really are and what we
actually want.
Hum,
everyone… I think that’s it for today, haha. It’s almost 3 a .m and I still have to do a
bunch of things. Thank you for being so comprehensive with my drama, or not
haha. Bye!
Arthur B Edi 2B
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